February 2010
Whatever I am..
I need help finding it.
I need to feel like I’m not going to die.
I need to feel like I don’t need someone to love me.
I need to let old lovers leave my heart.
I need therapy.
I need regularity.
It’s like it all got so out of hand so fast.
I can’t change it now but I just want to be safe; to not feel like I’m going to die.
I don’t want to be suicide girl...
I am all the days that you choose to ignore.
Toaster. I am sick of your unpredictable and...
Two bimbos having a regular Facebook chat
Samantha: I think I want a cheese toastie Kate, what should I do?
Kate: umm. i think you should have one. Especially if you havent already had dinner
Samantha: Hmm.. I had noodles at like 4ish? I haven't eaten a great deal in a few days
Kate: oh so doesnt count. cheese toastie away
Samantha: hmm yes.. this is all very true but it's downstairs
Kate: then yes, like i dont even care if it's 1.00am haha .. ohh.. that is a problem
Samantha: hahaha.. This two level living has got me down. And my toastie is a dora the explora toastie.. it takes ages
Kate: I kind of wish i lived in a two story house so i was further away from my fridge hahaa
Doh! I look fat in that photo.. oh well. It's how...