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One can live their life blind.

One can look for all the pieces.

And fill in all the gaps they can.

But they never figure out the puzzle.

That’s what you do — you fill in the time and the space until it’s solved. Until that one person completes the math for an equation you didn’t know you started. 

Once that person exists, there’s no forgetting them. They don’t fade into the other faces that have filled that void before, they are that void. They are the finished picture you never envisioned. 

I hate the feeling of wanting to fuck someone just to feel something.

I like the other side of being single, of enjoying yourself as the person and surviving on the happiness only you provide.

It’s difficult, I know it. I’m terribly lonely, but it is refreshing to think that the happiness I experience isn’t at anyone else hands but my own.. kinda liberating.